overwhelmed.

today was supposed to be a fantastic day.
it's me and Jer's 38th monthsery!
*happy 3 years and 2 months, JER! :)*
was supposed to attend Clement's birthday party together.
Like finally, get to attend an event as a couple; rather than alone by myself.
but ended up, at the last minute had to cancel :(
*sorry eugene!*

am still overwhelmed by everything.
by myself, by everything right now.
Don't understand why things happen in such ways.
Don't understand why people turn out different from what they seem.
Don't understand why love couldn't just stay simple.
Don't understand why some people thinks so lightly of promises made.

situations around me happened in such a way that made me ponder quite alot.
promises aren't made to be broken.
else, you hurt the people who love you.
enough said.

aside from feeling sad,
good things did happen today.
had a great japanese treat @ ICHIBAN from my boyfriend :))
and we got to watch "HE's just not that into You"
it's a totally fabulous show :))
thank you boyfriend :)